Today I am very surprised, wake up and like always weigh my body after taking a bath...and it reaches 90.3KG ...am almost cried and look at the mirror, shit I am ugly...! my face is dotted with healed jerawats...hiks hiks, and I cannot fit in all my nice clothes anymore...definitely not normal.
What is my reason this time..?
Last four years has been totally hectic...and am counting my blessing that my gastro reflux problems not as bad, less check in to the ER rooms, and less neurotic nights since that lucky day on the 2nd of June 2011. Another journey still awaits of me...I must check one by one and make priority into what do I need to do best!
July-December 2011
Time does fly just like that ...I am doing little progress. something died inside me! and can't live like this no more!
